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Once you asked me what I feel.. and I explained.. all I feel is pain..    Once you asked me what I am afraid of..  and I described .. all I fear is life.. Once you asked me to forget my past.. and I told you.. all I remember are my tears.. Once you asked me to say goodbye.. that was something I couldn't do.. how can I say goodbye.. when all I want to say is.. hold me... hold me... hold me.. and  never let me  go ........... Once you asked me to say goodbye..   and.. all I said was..     hold me and never let me go.

Suffocating… To kill or destroy by preventing access of air or oxygen. To impair the respiration of; asphyxiate. To cause discomfort to by or as if by cutting off the supply of fresh air. To suppress the development, imagination, or creativity of; stifle To die from lack of air or oxygen; be asphyxiated. To feel discomfort from lack of fresh air. To become or feel suppressed; be stifled. Breathless … Breathing with difficulty; gasping Marked by the suspension of regular breathing, as from tension or excitement: Causing or capable of causing the suspension of regular breathing; tense or exciting:    Not breathing; without breath. Dead. Having no air or breeze; still. Can you feel it? If you can.. just slowly inhale and exhale. you are still breathing.. you are still alive.. and listen to the song .... Where do we belong, where did we go wrong If there's nothing here, why are we still here? I...

Like a passenger, always defeated and left behind, imprisoned by the pain hidden inside of me, with the heart covered in scars of unfulfilled promises, untold secrets, lost and incomplete.. I was following these darkened roads of love. The roads were endless, I feared these roads without borders, without ending, dark, unknown and covered with footsteps of lost hopes. One day, the roads stopped. I was left standing on the edge of the world, brokenhearted looking at oceans, horizons, untouched shores, wishing for sun to come my way to lay it’s flares on my soul. Waiting was long, seemed pointless, meaningless, but.. something woke me up, a touch, a dream of warm lips on mine, soft hands covering my body, kind voice whispering to my ears, beautiful melody, my heart started shivering, I felt you…you… who ever you are, my dream, my poem, my voice, my word… at that moment I knew.. I will follow the shadows you leave behind, fly the o...

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.