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Must I hide?

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He's got fasting black lungs  Made of clove splintered shardes  They're the kind that will talk  Through a weezing of coughs And I hear him every night  In every pore  And every time he just makes me warm Freeze without an answer  Free from all the shame  Must I hide? Cause I'll never  Never sleep alone Look at how they flock to him  From an isle of open sores  He knows that the taste is such  Such to die for And I hear him every night  On every street  The scales that do slither  Deliver me from... Freeze without an answer  Free from all the shame  Then I'll hide  Cause I'll never  Never sleep alone Oh lord  Said I'm bloodshot for sure  Pale runs the ghost  Swollen on the shore Everynight  in every pore  The scales that do slither  Deliver me from... Freeze without an answer  Free from all the shame  Then I'll hide  Cause I'll never  Never

Why we hurt in silence and die so loud...

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if only I could see you for a moment.. I wish I had a chance to say goodbye... you were in my thoughts .. I didn't know those were your last days.. but I was thinking of you.. I know you were dying inside... but why didn't you wait.. through all the pain I wish I helped you but now you are gone... all I have is one photo of you.. you are smiling..I am so grateful for that.. my heart hurts but I will always remember you..with a smile.. we shared a lot..no one knows how much.. you were more than a friend.. and that much more it hurts knowing I will never see you again.. why I couldn't say goodbye? others decided for me.. others were in control..I never got a chance to talk to you one last time... I am crying for you know.. because I miss you.. you were always in my thoughts.. my dear unhappy..my unnamed..my forever lost.. this is for you.. you will be remembered .. forever.

I've watched you change...

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I've watched you change   Into a fly I looked away You were on fire I watched a change In you It's like you never Had wings Now you feel So Alive I've watched you change I took you home Set you on the glass I pulled off your wings Then I laughed I watched a change In you It's like you never Had wings Now you feel So alive I've watched you change It's like you never Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh I look at the cross Then I look away Give you the gun Blow me away I've watched a change In you It's like you never Had wings Now you feel So Alive I've watched you change. Now you feel Alive You Feel Alive   I've watched you change It's like you never Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh lyrics "Change (In the House of Flies)" by Deftones — with  Ivana Pedljo ,  Tricycle Trauma  and  Lidija Ĺ ola .

Parabola..

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So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now Embracing you, this reality here This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful Wide eyed and hopefully wild We barely remember what came before this precious moment Choosing to be here right now Hold on, stay inside... This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in... This body makes me feel eternal All this pain is an illusion We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment We are choosing to be here right now Hold on, stay inside... This holy reality, this holy experience Choosing to be here in... This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in... This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion Alive! In this holy reality, in this holy experience Choosing to be here in... This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in... This body, this body