Breathing lifeless...
Left behind as a memory Leaving just vague traces of what I used to be.. I am trying to remember what was it like before.. Who was I.. They saw me with a smile..they remembered me with a smile Am I different now.. All the smiles where illusion.. I see that now..When it’s hard to smile.. when all the dreams are faded.. When everything lasts just for a moment.. a moment of a memory that is now just a glimpse of how it was.. alone..just breathing ..that’s how it feels.. everything is a struggle..from waking up to living through the day.. even sleep is frightening.. I want to sit endlessly watching the rain fall.. I am just breathing lifeless.. I am just existing.. I am just a still frame and a ghost ..sitting ..not moving.. Just waiting.. Another collaboration with Ash Norouzi :) Photo by Ash Norouzi Edit: me