Why it feels so real ?

It feels so real and then it vanishes...

feelings are so fragile and tender

one look can light the spark in the middle of darkness..

Life doesn't change with that one look..

even after it the heart still hurts..

tears fall..

what can this one look be...

a sign? a call? or just nothing...

How crazy am I to think this has any meaning..

Days pass by and all of a sudden you become obsessed with time..

how slowly it passes, how nothing is changing...

you wait..

waiting is the worst product of this look..

I know the touch, the breath on my lips, there is nothing else that can replace it..

but is this look a reason to wait..

Am I waiting for NOTHING?

This is the place of no escape...even if waiting is in vain..you are trapped..

thoughts stream through my mind...

Am I really alone in this?

Am I Crazy ?

Maybe I am..probably..maybe..

maybe there is really nothing to feel, nothing to see, nothing to love.

But, why it feels so real ?

Comments

Waiting for Forgiveness ..

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.

Forgotten and never remembered ...

Queen of Light

The Queen of Light, has the distinction of expanding Her consciousness “beyond infinity”. She expanded Her consciousness through billions of worlds absorbing the omnipresence and omniscience of each one. She is a Mighty Being in a Love Garment choosing to express the Light. You can call to the Queen of Light to ask Her to strengthen in you, Her quality of “Fearlessness”, which will assist you in expanding your consciousness. You can also call upon the Queen of Light to enfold you in a Luminous Sphere of Her Cosmic Light Substance, 9 feet out from you as added protection as you walk in this world. She holds a Chalice of the Ascended Mothers Heart and along with others such as Mother Vesta, Mother Mary, Mother Meta, and Grandmother Anna, have served as a Mother’s Presence and you can call to Her to have the Love of the Ascended Mother’s Heart poured to you.

Mirpi Photography

Search This Blog