Why we hurt in silence and die so loud...

if only I could see you for a moment..

I wish I had a chance to say goodbye...

you were in my thoughts ..

I didn't know those were your last days..

but I was thinking of you..

I know you were dying inside...

but why didn't you wait..

through all the pain I wish I helped you

but now you are gone...

all I have is one photo of you..

you are smiling..I am so grateful for that..

my heart hurts but I will always remember you..with a smile..

we shared a lot..no one knows how much..

you were more than a friend..

and that much more it hurts knowing I will never see you again..

why I couldn't say goodbye?

others decided for me..

others were in control..I never got a chance to talk to you one last time...

I am crying for you know..

because I miss you..

you were always in my thoughts..

my dear unhappy..my unnamed..my forever lost..

this is for you..

you will be remembered ..

forever.

why we hurt in silence and die so loud...

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Forgotten and never remembered ...

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Waiting for Forgiveness ..

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.

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