In the muddy water we’re falling...

I believe this world's a damaged place, and if you can find a sliver of happiness,stay in it as long as you can. ~ fake monk

We are kneeling at the rivers edge and tempting

All the steps to follow closer right behind

Is it only when you feel a part is empty

That it’s gnawing at the corners of your mind

I will ask you for mercy

I will come to you blind

What you’ll see is the worst me

Not the last of my kind

Oooo—o—oh

In the muddy water we’re falling

Oooo—o—oh

In the muddy water we’re crawling

Holds me down

Hold me now

Sold me out

In the muddy waters we’re falling

It is not clear why we choose the fire pathway

Where we end is not the way that we had planned

All the spirits gather 'round like its our last day

To get across you know we’ll have to raise the sand

Oooh, I will ask you for mercy

I will come to you blind

What you’ll see is the worst me

I'm not the last of my kind

Oooo—o—oh

In the muddy water we’re falling

Oooo—o—oh

In the muddy water we’re crawling

Holds me down

Hold me now

Sold me out

In the muddy waters we’re falling

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Waiting for Forgiveness ..

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.

Forgotten and never remembered ...

It's hard to say goodbye

I saw him leave.. painful as it was it had to be done the pain we both felt was too much to bare all the good memories were darkened by our screams all the promises were broken we became nothing.. just passengers …just ghosts .. I still feel like he is around.. that feeling will stay ..I know.. what can’t be touch and tasted last forever.. in my mind I saw us together forever.. but reality was far from that.. betrayals , lies, fights..all led to this .. it was hard to say goodbye.. but it had to be done.. I still feel broken and so alone in our bed.. it’s amazing how much you miss that someone next to you.. just to put your head on his shoulder and sleep.. my nights are long..my days even longer.. my nightmares are stronger.. my loneliness overwhelms me .. takes over my thoughts ..I just feel paralyzed.. no way to look forward .. but still I know.. it’s hard to say goodbye.. but it had to be done.. had to be do...

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