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For now..

I am looking for a way ..
coming out from this despair..
one day I don’t care..
the next I am bleeding inside..
do I care?
do I know what am I about to lose?
I just wanna get out..
I want to get out from this pressure..
from this pain..

despair is nice..
I feel free..
all hurts but at the same time nothing hurts at all..
losing..having..winning..who cares..
we all hurt..we all feel the pain..we all bleed..
how to find peace..peace of mind..
I want to be free from the pain..
Pain which destroys my being..my soul..me..

I will look away..
it will be ok…

for now..



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