Breathing lifeless...

Left behind as a memory

Leaving just vague traces of what I used to be..

I am trying to remember what was it like before..

Who was I..

They saw me with a smile..they remembered me with a smile

Am I different now..

All the smiles where illusion..

I see that now..When it’s hard to smile..

when all the dreams are faded..

When everything lasts just for a moment..

a moment of a memory that is now just a glimpse of how it was..

alone..just breathing ..that’s how it feels..

everything is a struggle..from waking up to living through the day..

even sleep is frightening..

I want to sit endlessly watching the rain fall..

I am just breathing lifeless..

I am just existing..

I am just a still frame and a ghost ..sitting ..not moving..

Just waiting..

Another collaboration with Ash Norouzi :)

Photo by Ash Norouzi

Edit: me