Breathing lifeless...

Left behind as a memory

Leaving just vague traces of what I used to be..

I am trying to remember what was it like before..

Who was I..

They saw me with a smile..they remembered me with a smile

Am I different now..

All the smiles where illusion..

I see that now..When it’s hard to smile..

when all the dreams are faded..

When everything lasts just for a moment..

a moment of a memory that is now just a glimpse of how it was..

alone..just breathing ..that’s how it feels..

everything is a struggle..from waking up to living through the day..

even sleep is frightening..

I want to sit endlessly watching the rain fall..

I am just breathing lifeless..

I am just existing..

I am just a still frame and a ghost ..sitting ..not moving..

Just waiting..

Another collaboration with Ash Norouzi :)

Photo by Ash Norouzi

Edit: me

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Waiting for Forgiveness ..

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.

Forgotten and never remembered ...

Following the roads of love...

Like a passenger, always defeated and left behind, imprisoned by the pain hidden inside of me, with the heart covered in scars of unfulfilled promises, untold secrets, lost and incomplete.. I was following these darkened roads of love. The roads were endless, I feared these roads without borders, without ending, dark, unknown and covered with footsteps of lost hopes. One day, the roads stopped. I was left standing on the edge of the world, brokenhearted looking at oceans, horizons, untouched shores, wishing for sun to come my way to lay it’s flares on my soul. Waiting was long, seemed pointless, meaningless, but.. something woke me up, a touch, a dream of warm lips on mine, soft hands covering my body, kind voice whispering to my ears, beautiful melody, my heart started shivering, I felt you…you… who ever you are, my dream, my poem, my voice, my word… at that moment I knew.. I will follow the shadows you leave behind, fly the o...

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