Breathing lifeless...

Left behind as a memory

Leaving just vague traces of what I used to be..

I am trying to remember what was it like before..

Who was I..

They saw me with a smile..they remembered me with a smile

Am I different now..

All the smiles where illusion..

I see that now..When it’s hard to smile..

when all the dreams are faded..

When everything lasts just for a moment..

a moment of a memory that is now just a glimpse of how it was..

alone..just breathing ..that’s how it feels..

everything is a struggle..from waking up to living through the day..

even sleep is frightening..

I want to sit endlessly watching the rain fall..

I am just breathing lifeless..

I am just existing..

I am just a still frame and a ghost ..sitting ..not moving..

Just waiting..

Another collaboration with Ash Norouzi :)

Photo by Ash Norouzi

Edit: me

Comments

Forgotten and never remembered ...

Iron Sky..

there is time for everything.. time for love.. time for happiness.. time for sadness.. time for loneliness.. time for freedom.. time for pain.. time for hope... it takes time to make time.. it takes time to realize your true potential .. who you are and who you should be.. what is your place in this world.. and how important you are.. it takes time to realize that pain is your teacher.. that without darkness there wouldn't be light.. that you are stronger then you think.. that life is constant change and you are never the same.. every experience changes you.. every day is unpredictable .. your dreams can become reality and your reality can become a night mare.. you are only in control as much as you are able to let go controlling... life is constant movement..life is a piece of a puzzle you will never finish alone.. this every day struggle..running for better life..waiting for the right time..over thinking ..fighting..hur...

Waiting for Forgiveness ..

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.

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