In this silence I believe I have seen you...

“I want you to be weak. As weak as I am.”

― Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Give me release

Witness me, I am outside

Give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder

And I wanted to believe

that I'd get caught up

when the rage in me subsides

Passion chokes the flower until she cries no more

Possessing all the beauty hungry still for more

Heaven holds a sense of wonder

And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up

When the rage in me subsides

In this white wave

I am sinking

In this silence

In this white wave ... in this silence ...

I believe I can't help this longing ...

comfort me I can't hold it all in ...

if you won't let me ...

Heaven holds a sense of wonder

And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up

When the rage in me subsides

In this white wave

I am sinking

In this silence

In this white wave ...

in this silence I believe I have seen you ...

in this white wave you are silent

You are breathing in this white wave ...

I am free

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Waiting for Forgiveness ..

These seconds pass so slowly, days are long and nights are like dark clouds covering my shadow, I want to fly with you, fly through these everlasting hours. Unshaped and like a ghost I haunt you in your dreams, but you must know, I am … real. I will touch every part of you, remember your every breath, freeze the time , just don’t make me disappear. Draw all the pieces of me, shape me into someone you can’t live without, follow my words and the sound of my voice and I will wait, I promise I will wait, for you to forgive me, forgive me for not being next to you.

Forgotten and never remembered ...

It's hard to say goodbye

I saw him leave.. painful as it was it had to be done the pain we both felt was too much to bare all the good memories were darkened by our screams all the promises were broken we became nothing.. just passengers …just ghosts .. I still feel like he is around.. that feeling will stay ..I know.. what can’t be touch and tasted last forever.. in my mind I saw us together forever.. but reality was far from that.. betrayals , lies, fights..all led to this .. it was hard to say goodbye.. but it had to be done.. I still feel broken and so alone in our bed.. it’s amazing how much you miss that someone next to you.. just to put your head on his shoulder and sleep.. my nights are long..my days even longer.. my nightmares are stronger.. my loneliness overwhelms me .. takes over my thoughts ..I just feel paralyzed.. no way to look forward .. but still I know.. it’s hard to say goodbye.. but it had to be done.. had to be do...

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