It's hard to say goodbye

I saw him leave..

painful as it was it had to be done

the pain we both felt was too much to bare

all the good memories were darkened by our screams

all the promises were broken

we became nothing..

just passengers …just ghosts ..

I still feel like he is around..

that feeling will stay ..I know..

what can’t be touch and tasted last forever..

in my mind I saw us together forever..

but reality was far from that..

betrayals , lies, fights..all led to this ..

it was hard to say goodbye..

but it had to be done..

I still feel broken and so alone in our bed..

it’s amazing how much you miss that someone next to you..

just to put your head on his shoulder and sleep..

my nights are long..my days even longer..

my nightmares are stronger..

my loneliness overwhelms me ..

takes over my thoughts ..I just feel paralyzed..

no way to look forward ..

but still I know..

it’s hard to say goodbye..

but it had to be done..

had to be done..