I stand here remembering..
how it used to be..how I was..
I weep now for my past..
for my life..I weep now in front of you..
I weep cause I failed..I weep cause I lost..
I weep cause I am not..
I fought against my life..I fought and I lost..
shattered my dreams..shattered dreams of all around me..
I was young..so ..
all I wasted ….
all I destroyed…
here I stand next to me..
me as a memory..me as real..
me as an old man..me as a boy...
I know now only one thing…
...all fades and nothing is forever..