Mirpi Photography

I am looking for a way .. coming out from this despair.. one day I don’t care.. the next I am bleeding inside.. do I care? do I know what am I about to lose? I just wanna get out.. I want to get out from this pressure.. from this pain.. despair is nice.. I feel free.. all hurts but at the same time nothing hurts at all.. losing..having..winning..w ho cares.. we all hurt..we all feel the pain..we all bleed.. how to find peace..peace of mind.. I want to be free from the pain.. Pain which destroys my being..my soul..me.. I will look away.. it will be ok… for now..