Mirpi Photography

I saw him leave.. painful as it was it had to be done the pain we both felt was too much to bare all the good memories were darkened by our screams all the promises were broken we became nothing.. just passengers …just ghosts .. I still feel like he is around.. that feeling will stay ..I know.. what can’t be touch and tasted last forever.. in my mind I saw us together forever.. but reality was far from that.. betrayals , lies, fights..all led to this .. it was hard to say goodbye.. but it had to be done.. I still feel broken and so alone in our bed.. it’s amazing how much you miss that someone next to you.. just to put your head on his shoulder and sleep.. my nights are long..my days even longer.. my nightmares are stronger.. my loneliness overwhelms me .. takes over my thoughts ..I just feel paralyzed.. no way to look forward .. but still I know.. it’s hard to say goodbye.. but it had to be done.. had to be do

broken with one lie.. broken with one word.. broken with promises of love.. broken beauty.. broken soul.. broken life… darkened whiteness .. darkened innocence.. darkened hope.. all drowned..all lost..

whispers.. I hear these silent whispers.. waking me up in the night.. warm touch on my skin..warm breath on my neck.. silent whispers…silent words.. quiet sounds.. slowly sliding down my body.. breathe…they say..breathe… I hear these silent whispers.. I hear them saying.. “breathe or this will be your final breath”.. breathe.. I feel these silent whispers on my skin.. I just don’t know if I remember how to BREATHE.